2006, Jan 17
Darn, I Think I’ve Become Cynical
I don’t know what happened, or how it came to this. But is sure has happened.
I am suffering from deep seated ennui.
I can’t figure any point at all. I seem to have lost direction. I have no clue why I am doing all the stuff I am. Or not doing the stuff I am not. I continue to plod along, but there’s definitely no purpose in sight.
It’s so pathetic and sad, I can’t get over it. This week has been the real nadir, have absolutely done nothing productive. Or enjoyed it, for that matter.
It was never this way. Something got lost somewhere along the journey. I think it’s what we call, in hindsight, the soul .
I guess I’m just frustrated at the things that are the way they are, and though I am capable and want to, I can’t or won’t do a thing to set things right. It’s stupid. And I’m just tired of this exact feeling as well. I just don’t know anymore.
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http://www.blogger.com/profile/4743410 Abhinav
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http://www.blogger.com/profile/4743410 Abhinav
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http://www.blogger.com/profile/5513182 Varun Rajkumar
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http://www.blogger.com/profile/5513182 Varun Rajkumar